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HOW I FEEL

I’m struggling tonight

My eyes are tired but they’re still wide open

And you’re running through my mind

Just like every other time I started hoping

I’m looking back to where we’ve been

And who we are and what we both believed in

But this day will it ever end

Will we get the chance to start again

To start again

I miss you

And there’s nothing I could ever do

To take back the things I said to you

And make this go away

I miss you

And no matter how we tell our stories

I’m out of ways to show you how I feel

It gets harder every day

And I miss you in every way

You’ve gotta know that I am sorry

Or maybe I’m just trying to damn hard

But the days I had to leave behind me

Seem to be the best so far

The memories we shared

Will they ever fade away

Is this all because of me

Or would you tell me to stay

I miss you

And there’s nothing I could ever do

To take back the things I said to you

And make this go away

I miss you

And no matter how we tell our stories

I’m out of ways to show you how I feel

It gets harder every day

The pain is taking over my whole body

But I go along with it

I guess I’m getting used to it

Tell me is there any way

For us to rewind

For us to stop time

For you to come back to me

For you to be mine

For you to be mine

To return to the way we were before

To help each other fight our losing wars

I know you’d never let me drown

But this ocean won’t stop weighing me down

Will we ever be the same

Will we ever be the same again

Will we ever be the same

Because I’m wide awake

Will we ever be the same again

I miss you

And there’s nothing I could ever do

To take back the things I said to you

And make this go away

I miss you

And no matter how we tell our stories

I’m out of ways to show you how I feel

It gets harder every day

And I miss you in every way

As I lie here wide awake

Will we ever be the same